Sicky Struggles - (basically me whining about being sick)

So I haven't posted anything in a really long time. I am a strange creature that is motivated by inspiration. It is really hard for me to write when I don't feel anything toward the subject matter. Most of the time I can make it through the said paper or blog post but it is a struggle. In most days inspiration is lacking but today is not that day! So dear friends without any further ado, Sicky struggles.

When I called my mom after going to the doctor she said "So you're a Sicky now aren't you?". I don't know exactly the meaning of that word, I only know that I have used it to describe myself many times over the years. When it comes to being sick there are two types of people. One person who can work through it and the other is terribly pathetic. Unfortunately I am the second..... Which means I am a total wimp. The first couple of days I simply survived. I only ate when very necessary and crawled from my bed to the couch and the couch to my bed. It was very nice just to be able to sleep and watch movies. I also found myself on all kinds of social media which was fun too!

Then Monday came..... And I was still sick. I was bored to death! I had Facebook stalked everyone so much that I knew what everyone had posted.... I even started liking posts! Normally I am just a silent stalker, unless something really sticks out to me I just scroll by. Now I had read every single one!! If you have posted anything over the weekend and we are friends I have more than likely seen it.... Haha it is horrible!!

You don't understand, I am a workaholic, which means that I don't take off work unless I am physically unable to. The last time I was sick my boss had to tell me to go home. Tuesday I was in the office by 8am. Still sick but determined to get something done. By 9:40 I was driving home because I was so tired! Before I left though I had a mini tantrum that I am not too proud of. I was frustrated that I couldn't stay at work and get anything done so I took it out on my desk in front of Mr. Chuck....... Not my finest hour. I told Michelle as I was leaving, "Well that was short lived! But I'll see you tomorrow!"

Today marks eight days of being ill. I am still unwell and thanks to the doctor even though I would like to go to work I'm not supposed to. At this point I am completely done with being sick. One of my siblings said to me "I like the pity I get when I am sick."  I am even done  getting pity! I just want to be better!

I am really grateful for all the prayers! I need them! I am an extrovert who is sick and basically bed ridden. Did I already tell you I'm bored?

I know Jesus is healing me but he is taking his time I feel like. Oh well. I guess I should just enjoy it while it lasts :)