Nighttime thoughts....

So it's late and I'm still awake. Unfortunately for me I have to be up in 5 hours-but as I lay here I can't help but be extremely thankful for Jesus. I'm not sure if I can explain in words what he means to me. Or how much I love him... he's never given up on me- even though he could have countless times. He loves me through all of my ups and downs. Never once did he judge me unfairly. I'm not sure why though it takes so much effort for me to trust him...when all he is is good. Sigh. Pray foe the sleep that won't come. Jesus knows I need it to drive tomorrow. :) Goodnight friends!